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Time waster. [21 Nov 2006|12:26am]
[ mood | i'm sensing a pattern ]

I stole this and it wasted a shitload of my time. Go to your Facebook wall and list the last twelve people who have commented you. If someone has commented twice, skip to the next new commenter....

1. Michelle
2. Stephanie
3. Sarah
4. Amy L.
5. Adam
6. Kathryn
7. Amy A.
8. Alex
9. Kirsten
10. Jason
11. Chris
12. Jessy

Q: Have you ever kissed number 7?
A: No.

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
A: Probably something from PR theatre.

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
A. When I go back to school. Lips is the coolest.

Q: Is number 8 pretty?
A: If he let me make him a drag queen, yes.

Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
A: Gay. Haha. Just kidding. He seemed like a cool kid.

Q: How did you meet 3?
A: PR soccer freshman year. We were such babies then.

Q: Is 11 your best friend?
A: No.

Q: Have you seen 5 in the last month?
A: I haven’t seen him since we broke up.

Q: Do you think 2 has a crush on you?
A: Completely.

Q: When was the last time you saw 12?
A. SOOOO long ago. I think the last time was randomly on the bus at school before she transferred out of there.

Q: Have you ever been to 1's house?
A: Nope. I’ve never been invited to the Thrill. Thanks bitch.

Q: Would you ever kiss 6?
A: Only when she’s in her old age make-up playing Joan of Arc’s mother.

Q: When's the next time you'll see 10?
A: Next time I go to see Lindsay. They’re roomies.

Q: Are you really close to 3?
A: We used to be in high school.

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 4?
A: Nope. But I did just see her play.

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
A: Not gotten into trouble, but we raise some hell.

Q: What do you and number 3 talk about the most?
A: I haven’t talked to her in a while. So nothing.

Q: Do you even know 9?
A: Yes we went to high school and college together.

Q: Would you give number 7 a hug?
A: Yes. She seems like a hugger.

Q: Would you ever go on a date with number 11?
A: Umm no. Sorry CDales.

Q: Are you in love with number 12?
A: no.

Q: Have you ever lied to number 6?
A: I haven’t known her long enough to lie to her yet.

Q: Do you know a secret about number 8?
A: No.

Q: Describe the relationship between number 9 and number 5.
A: I dated 5 and went to school with 9. Unless she saw me with him, they have no relationship.

Q: What is the best thing about your friendship with number 8?
A: He gives good hugs.
Q: Have you ever danced with number 7?
A: Perhaps at a party…

Q: How long have you known number 12?
A: Since freshman year of college.

Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 8?
A: I yell at him for always stealing my pictures. I think he takes the one of me and him cuz he’s secretly in love with me.

Q: Does number 2 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
A: No. She had a crush on someone. I don’t know if she still does though.

Q: Have you ever been a co-worker with number 6?
A: If being on crew to a show she was in counts as co-workers, then yes. If not, then no.

Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 5 in the face?
A: After we broke up, many times. And while we were dating, I’m pretty sure I did, jokingly.

Q: Has number 1 ever met your mother?
A: Nope.

Q. How did you meet number 6?
A: ‘The Lark’

Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5?
A: He likes to think he’s tough, but I’m sure I have.

Q: Do you live close to 7?
A: At school we used to live in neighboring buildings, but I moved, so we don’t really live close anymore.

Q: What is number 2's favorite food?
A: I don’t know.

Q: Out of your top 12, which one would you say is the funniest?
A: Kathryn is pretty hilarious, Michelle is witty, and Jason is just ridiculous. So one of them.

Q: Who is the most flirtatious?
A: Alex or Jason

Q: If you could change one thing about number 10, what would it be?
A: His distance from me at all times. He’s never close enough.

Q: Say something nice about number 11.
A: He’s a very dedicated actor and fashionist-o? He is a boy, so I don’t think it would be fashionista.

Q: Which one lives the farthest away?
A: Kathryn or Alex or Chris. I’m too lazy to Mapquest it.

Q: Which one do you hang out with the most?
A: Michelle or Jason when I actually see them.

Q: Who is the loudest?
A: Prob Jason and Kathryn

Q: The quietest?
A: Michelle when she’s not drunk.

Q: What kind of car does number 12 have?
A: No car.

Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 8?
A: Maybe down the street.

Q: If you gave number 5 $100 dollars tonight, what would they spend it on?
A: Toward his car and his bills.

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I still actually write in this. [20 Nov 2006|12:44am]
[ mood | cold ]

So tomorrow I'm supposed to go swatch shopping in Chicago. It's gonna be an adventure. It will get me acquainted with the CTA and eL a little more.
Yesterday Beth drove me home (well to Chicago) in the morning, and my sister drove me to my parents. I stayed there for approximately 4 hours, turned around and went back to the city for Angie's birthday celebration. I got my sister to drive me to the bar, but she drops me off at the wrong one and then proceeds to blame me for not telling her the right one. I did. I find out the party has moved to a different bar and my sister drops me off at that one. But it wasn't the right one...again. I eventually asked someone and got there in one piece. It was a little ridiculous and I almost didn't go, but I'm glad I did. I got pretty buzzed, ran into 4 girls I went to high school with and didn't mind bumping into them, and then witnessed some random trying to "fight" with Jim (the person who's apartment I ended up staying with). I was accosted by many a denim cock on the dance floor. I got into a butt war with some random dude (who I wanted to commend on his powerful ass, but he ran away too quickly). Met Angie's cute friend, but it is only going to amount to a meeting. Giggled a lot. Cuddled with a Big 'n' Tasty. Barely slept. Navigated 3 hungover people to the eL and seamlessly accomplished a transfer to a different line. Went back to my sisters. Ate McDonald's (amazing when the last time you ate was 15 hours before). Watched Tyler Perry's "Diary of a Mad, Black Woman" (which is pretty funny). Got back to Crystal Lake around 6.
I don't foresee being home much this week. And I foresee a lot of money being put into the Chicago transportation fund.
We'll see if I actually make it to Chicago tomorrow. Maybe Wed instead before I go to Jack's Mannequin, Plain White T's and Panic! At The Disco. Not really a Panic! fan, but it's a free ticket. I'm not complaining.

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Who knew Missouri could be so much fun? [10 Jul 2006|01:37pm]
[ mood | sore ]

I'm back from Crunken Canoeing 2006. It was such a fantastic weekend. I am definitely going again next weekend. I am sunburned like no other, even though I reapplied baby sunblock (SPF 50) like every hour. Bullshit. Its OK. It doesn't hurt as much anymore. It will hopefully become a wicked tan. I am never tan, so this makes me very, very happy. The only bad thing is that b/c of the birth control, it is nowhere near an even tan. Its all blotchy. I'll get over it and I'm sure you were dying to know that. Clothes hurt to wear, so I've been wearing a sarong. Living alone has some definite perks.
My muscles hurt from canoeing but it was worth it. I am cut up and I keep finding random bruises and have no idea where they came from. One bruise has the devil in it. I'm not crazy. I'll take a picture and you'll understand. Everyone on the trip saw it too, so I'm not crazy. Perhaps I'm the spawn of Satan though.
When I re-figure out how to post pictures, I will do so and type out the stories. They will make you laugh. I never laughed so much, as I did this weekend.
I go back to work tomorrow, and I basically work everyday until school starts. I am not happy about being in Krannert that much, but it will be a lot of money. Come visit me if you can. I will be utterly bored. Trust me on this one.
Photos later tonight hopefully.

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[03 Jul 2006|05:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I'm going home for the 4th and 5th. It will be boring. I'm going camping in the Ozarks the 6th through the 9th. It will be fun. I'll be back in Urbana on Sunday afternoon/early evening. I hope I don't tip over the canoe. Actually I hope to tip over other peoples. It's funnier that way. I'll see ya when I get back!

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Home, Home in the suburbs... [17 May 2006|09:57pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So I came home last night. It's pretty boring, but it's only been a day and I'm only here til Sunday or Monday. I haven't decided yet, b/c the train on Monday is only $12 compared to the $22 on Sunday. If my parents want to pay for it, I don't care what day I go back.

I don't have a job anymore b/c the girl in charge of scheduling took my "don't schedule me a lot" note as a don't schedule me at all. I guess it helps that I worked both graduation days and the 2 days prior to that. That will be a nice paycheck. I have to continue my search when I get back to school. Sucktastic.

Speaking of graduation, my dear wife, Anna, graduated. Next year will officially suck without her. Not to say that I don't love my friends that will still be there, but you aren't in the costume program, you don't understand. I just hope next year won't suck. I will be a senior, finally, and I will be done with Krannert forever. The ceremony was nice and short. Very to the point. The student speaker, Cory, started tearing up at the end and it was nice. I have a feeling it wasn't b/c he was going to miss Krannert, so much as he'd miss the people he's met there.

Tomorrow I am going to see the little girl I babysit for, graduate preschool. Adorable. I will take pictures.

A bunch of my friends are jetsetting around Europe right now. They suck.

The End.

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[24 Mar 2006|04:44pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

so either a tiny person was just driving the car that just went past my house or someone was driving with their kid on their lap. real fucking safe. and they were driving way too fast on a residential street. and there were children riding their bikes in the street. i don't understand suburbia. not at all. can i go back to school now?

p.s. hair = shortest i've had it since freshman year of high school. craaaazy.

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screwed still [16 Mar 2006|06:30pm]
[ mood | cold ]

so i picked my topic for my theatre history paper soley because i like her name. yeah this paper is going to be great. yea aphra behn!

p.s. i look like my icon. hat, icicles, shivering and all.

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snippets [24 Feb 2006|02:07am]
[ mood | content ]

so apparently my brother is coming tonight. that means i have to clean. boo to that. actually, i needed an excuse to clean, and now i have it.
i have to work in 9 hours. i should probably go to sleep soon.
anna and i had a nice talk with liz. we didn't scare her, and now we have another friend.
creepy dudes at coffee shops are choice.
i don't want to go to class but i have to.
i really need to buy stamps, because my bills are late. whoops.
draping parties with cds made by anna really do make my life.
i really shouldn't like any boys in the dept, yet i find myself doing just that. and i still don't know if it really is a bad idea or not.
i need groceries. bad.
i really want to go see ted leo on march 10th, but can't. that really makes me sad. i've missed so many great shows being here at school. plus in order for my dream of ted and i having babies, i have to meet him first. and that can't happen if i'm not at the show.
i am very odd, and i accept that.
goodnight. i love you. yes, you.

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[17 Feb 2006|01:46am]
[ mood | happy ]

this update has been a long time coming.

we'll start with tonght and work our way backwards.
tonight i went out for ben's birthday celebration and a sending off for steve who is leaving us to go to argentina. it was very much a good news/bad news kind of night. but the good news definitely won. we went to legends first. saw angie. was pretty much bored there. i was with friends, but i dont know. maybe cuz i wasnt drinking. then around midnight we moved to murphys. i always enjoy myself there. so we (matthew, anna, steve, alison, ben and myself) are there for a while just hanging out with ourselves, then boy i have crush on shows up. woo! anyway. we sort of split up for a moment, but later reconvene. alison tells me that crush boy asked "who's the girl in black and red?" (thats me by the way) so good news he asked, bad news, he didnt know my name. i wasnt really disappointed with him not knowing my name, beacuse i have never told him before. alison tries to set me up to talk to him multiple times, but i am socially awkward and i dont talk. then i see rob! i havent seen him since last year so i run over to him, he spills beer on me, but its ok, cuz i got to see rob! as we are talking i see in my peripheral a boy that i made out with for oh 3-4 hours. i dont say anything, he probably doesnt remember me. not a big deal, but hilarious nonetheless. i go back to alison, ben, crush boy and crush boys friend. i do finally talk. its about theatre, but hey, i have to start somewhere. they leave. we leave. i'm here typing.
earlier in the day i had a breakdown in the k (krannert for those i dont talk to often). stupid as you like it driving me nuts. it has been for quite some time. there have been fun times, but a lot of crappy "lets depress and upset jaclyn and anna" times. its almost over, that is the only thing keeping me going.
i have a ridiculous amount of work to get done this weekend, on top of my show strike. i will probably go nuts, but it will be done.
wait. i lied. as soon as this show is done, my show (that im actually the costume coordinator for...not an assistant on) starts full swing. second semester always sucks. but i am trying to remain as upbeat and happy as possible.
so today sucked at the beginning. i was crying and looked like ass in front of one cute boy, but i was smiling and cute in front of another cute boy. so i ended the day on a high note. and that makes me happy. i hope you enjoyed my update. there will be another in a couple of months (again) probably.

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yea! [26 Dec 2005|04:14pm]
[ mood | but not throwing up ]

It's not strep! woo! So I have been sick since Wed. Let me tell you, it blows. I went to the doctor today. He says its not strep, but my throat is really red. He did a throat culture, so hopefully I know soon. Strep tests and throat cultures suck. A lot. I don't like giant q-tips shoved down my throat. Twice. Sick. I'm proud of myself for not throwing up. I have a very sensitive gag reflex.
When I was in the doctor's office I noticed all these Christian things. I have either been completely oblivious to them before or they just have never been there. But today I was bombarded with it. Christian rock music over the speakers in the waiting room, and Christian Parenting magazine and a crucifix in the room I was in. I guess they have always been affiliated, but I guess I never noticed before. Maybe because it was so close to Christmas? I don't care, I just finally payed attention to my doctors office, I guess.
Home is pretty boring, as always. We did have a lot more family than usual here yesterday, which was nice because I never see these people. They're all gone now though, so it's back to being bored. I have NO plans for New Years, and that sucks hardcore. Someone PLEASE fill me in on something going on. If someone wanted to help organize it, I would gladly host a party in my apartment at school. I'm serious. I have the room to party, AND sleep. Just putting it out there.
I don't know what else to type. I'm a little out of it right now.

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[03 Dec 2005|04:44pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i rarely post these, but i thought it was funny.

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this makes me excited for my tiny tim christmas coming up.

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michelle made me do it [25 Nov 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so it has been a while since the last entry. i was told i should update again. so i'm jumping on miss michelle's bandwagon and writing in this fucker.
i'm home for thanksgiving break. home sucks. plain and simple. it's boring. i have no friends, or friends that actually want to hang out with me, so i do nothing. all day long. i should have been working on my theater history paper, but of course i haven't. instead i played massive amounts of mini golf on my computer. yes. i do understand that i am lame.
so coming home from school last sunday, i'm riding shotty to my friend emily. suddenly lindsay lohan comes on the radio. i turn it up and start dancing like a retard. well as much as one can dance while sitting in a car. mostly just flailing of the arms and my trademark dance move, sans the feet. i also admit that i was singing along. i don't know how i know the words, seeing as i've only heard the song a couple times, but i do. so anyway, as we are driving and i'm seizuring, we drive past a car full of boys on the right. i just laugh because i know they saw me "dancing", but i don't care. i dance for no one but me. and of course anna. ruth too. so later on down the road we see the car going past us on the left, and i distinctly see the front passenger holding up something in the window. a sign. to me perhaps. about my dancing maybe? i couldn't see what the sign said because they were too far away. then even further down the road they pull back up on the right side as we are stopped at a toll. now you would think i'd have read the sign, but of course not. i want to know what that sign said. emily says she saw the guy in the back giving me the thumbs down sign, this being the universal sign for "you suck at life and should never dance again." for a moment i was crushed, but then i thought back to my dance idol, a one napoleon dynamite. he wouldn't be brought down by a bunch of hooligans, who were probably just jealous of my sweet dance moves, so neither would i. so worry not, dear readers, this girl shall dance spaztastically again!
so i want to go back to school. not back to the work of course, but the friends. they love me, and they let me know it. they don't ignore me. and i love them back and rarely get mad at anyone. i'm really mixed about my show for next semester. i love that i am anna's assistant. we will kick all forms of ass. the show will look fantastic. but, what i don't like is the asshat that sexually harassed me on halloween is in my show...again. and so is the megacunt who sucks. this is the third show i will have worked with her on and i will bet anyone twenty dollars she doesn't know my name. i hate people like that.
i'm getting sick of my job at school. i hate working with food. i do however work with some awesome people, that i would miss if i got another job. i don't want to quit though because i just got a raise apparently. the damn ticket office isn't hiring. please tell me immediately when they are, michelle. if i worked there i would still get to see the cool people i used to work with. the other place i might look at is this little clothing store that just opened around the corner from me. i hope they haven't done all their hiring yet. its kind of the soroislut uniform store, but they support designers, and if i was feeling prolific over break i could contact them about selling something i've made. so i have a lot on my mind there.
hopefully my sister brings her bag of give away clothes tomorrow. i will never be too old for hand me downs and free new (to me) clothes and shoes. and hopefully a hooker-esque coat, that i would wear everyday this winter.
totally forgot. saw ted leo a couple weeks ago. the show was orgasmic. yeah i said it. i'm even more in love with that man. i want his babies. we might encounter problems when he wants to raise the children vegan, but i think we can work it out. first i have to meet him, but that's just a minor detail. soon. hopefully.
ok that's it. hope all you in internetland are completely satiated from this, because i know how starving for an update from me you all have been.

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[05 Nov 2005|05:09am]
i want to know what the fuck i did to deserve all the shit that happens in my life?
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finally! an update! (if you care) [26 Oct 2005|02:06am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

so i feel an update is in order. i know at least anna will be pleased.

so my room is disgusting. i really need to clean it. i keep saying i wil tomorrow, but then when tomorrow rolls around i say fuck it. i have no one here telling me to keep my room clean and threatening to set it all on fire, so i don't clean. so really, i will do it tomorrow. my life is very scattered and crazy anyway, so the room is kind of fitting.

lets see. whats been happening? my parents came down here a couple of weekends ago. brought me some stuff i needed from home, like blankets. it figures though that as soon as i get blankets, they (meaning my landlord) turns on the heat and my room becomes a sauna. they also brought me their digital camera, which they never use, and i have been begging for going on a year now.

schools going ok. i know i pretty much ate it on my theater history midterm, which hopefully i'm getting back tomorrow. my english midterm i got a b on. i was expecting higher, but i can deal with a b. i of course have no idea how i'm doing in any of my costuming classes. i never know until i get my final grade. that really makes me mad. i never know how much i need to improve. boo.

its that time of year where looking for a new apartment has commenced. i'm finally reaching that point in the year, where there is a little bit of a lull in my shows, that i have time to look. so that is also on my list of things to do tomorrow. call all these places to set up appointments to look at their multitude of apts. i really hope we find something soon. we being annie, melissa and i. its so funny that melissa and i will be living together, because both of us said how we would never live with theater people. i think it's because we are the most un-theater theater people. don't get me wrong, i love it, it consumes my life, but i know there is life outside of the theater and i embrace it at any chance i get.

i've decided that i suck when it comes to trying to talk to the opposite sex if i'm interested in them. i usually am too shy to even approach but when i do, i can flirt, but most often it goes unanswered. i'm such a lame ass. i've accepted it, but its lonely being a shy lame ass.

halloween is so close, and for the first time in 20 years, i have no cosutme. i really don't think i'm gonna be able to come up with one. this sucks. it is my favorite holiday and i have nothing. stupid school getting in the way. i have to work this weekend so that blows anyway. i don't mind my job. its really easy most of the time, and i work with some fun people, and they are very understanding about my show schedules. but it doesn't pay nearly enough. i really need money. i'd beg for donations, but i know anyone reading this is poor too. fuck you U of I. you cost too much. speaking of costing too much. i thought that we had a fixed tuition starting with our grade. why is my tuition higher than last year? bullshit.

i am hopefully going to see ted leo and the pharmacists (the awesome people in my icon) on nov 10th with anna. hopefully rory got our tickets. if he didn't death will become him. seriously. he knows this too. then i plan on staying home, or with my sister, for the rest of that weekend, and come back sunday morn/early afternoon for my show strike. i'd tell you all about all the shows i'm working on, but that would take too much time and i'm getting tired. it is almost 230 in the morning. maybe after their all done i'll do an overview. and a preview for next sememsters show with anna!!!!

ok, this was a really long fucking update. i'm gonna hit the hay now. woo english class and frankenstein (which i didnt do the reading for) in the morning!


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[16 Sep 2005|10:34pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Having trouble breathing is scary. It's even scarier when no one is around to help you. I'm so over being sick. Longer update when I'm not dying.

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[14 Aug 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | content ]

i'm getting super antsy to get back to school. yes, i am sick of crystal lake, but it's gotten to be so boring. i am happy that i reconnected with some people i haven't seen since graduation. it was a lot of fun. i was happy to see that people can grow up and actually change for the good. i'm also a little nervous about going back to urbana, but i am ecstatic about seeing all my friends. i will be living on my own (meaning not in my parents house), feeding myself, cleaning up an area larger than a jail cell, paying bills and all this other grown up/adult stuff. i would like to point out that i am still a teenager. i don't want to grow up. granted there are only 14 days left of my teendom.
i am excited about this school year. not for any particular reason, i mean, come on, i am returning to krannert. i'm just trying to go in with a positive attitude that i will do well, i won't screw up a ton, and i will have fun doing so. even though i don't really want to quite enter into adulthood yet, i would like to be treated as such when it comes to the theatre department. i always get this feeling that i'm being patronized, and it would be truly fantastic if it ceased. i'm serious. i don't appreciate being talked at (not to mind you) like i'm 4 years old. i'm not holding my breath for this though.
i want to make my apartment nice. i want to decorate. i want it to become some place i don't want to leave to come home (crystal lake) to. i don't need some super swanky, ultra-mod, uber hip bachelorette pad, although i did just purchase some sweet sheets that would fit the theme, i just want it to be some place i am comfortable in at all times.
i'm living with someone that i don't know extremely well. i think that this could work out for the best actually. it's like living with some randomly assigned roommate, but you just happen to know them, in a less confined environment. it will be good. she's a nice, quiet, clean, fun girl. it will work.
i want to have some kind of party for my birthday, but it would have to be a few weeks postponed, because i don't think jenn would appreciate a bunch of strangers in our apt the first weekend back to school. perhaps we can have a nice night out instead. who's in? p.s. presents are a fantastic thing. especially to a girl whose birthday is oft forgotten. (hopefully this play of the pity card works. ;D ).
so my last entry was me upset at a friend of many years turning into quite the dick (at least to me) this past summer. i basically decided that it wasn't worth me busting my ass to be a great friend of convenience. well anyway, i had a nice chat with this person. i got an apology and a sort of explanation. i made this person to feel like an asshole, and i don't regret that. i think they needed that, and me not trying to be their friend back, to see what they would be missing. i'm still in a defensive mode, a kind of 'i'll believe it when i see it' state. i'm way too forgiving, but it's hard when you've been friends for years.
so this is my "vow" for this upcoming school year; i will freak out less about little things. i will try harder. i will be more outgoing. i will not lose contact with friends. i will reconnect with people i have drifted from. i will attempt to improve my posture. i will try to work out often. i will have fun. this is me trying to turn over a new leaf. i'm going to need some help, so if you see me slip into my old bad habits, kick me in the ass.
i love you guys.

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[06 Aug 2005|11:47pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i'm so sick of this place. some people are truly starting to suck. they don't get it either. let's treat jaclyn like shit because she's an idiot and she'll take it. i know it's better to drop a bad friend, but when they are the only friend you have it's hard. i hate it here. i want out. now.

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this just about made my life. [21 Jul 2005|07:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i usually never post these, but this one was fun, cuz glam rock is fantastic.

You Are a Glam Rocker!

You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!
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[13 Jul 2005|07:10pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so today i went down to school to settle all my apartment woes. finally everything is in order. im staying in the place i originally was leased to. no moving into a new apartment for this girl. and that means im still right down the street from anna! yessss!!! oh and anna i totally covered my eyes as i went past krannert. i still have my soul!
my summer is still boring. i did some dogsitting last week. made $280, so that was nice. i'm trying to save as much money as possible for the apartment. i'm going to have to go back to work when i get back to school. hopefully i can just work the day shift and get by with that. hopefully.
i caught up with someone i hadn't seen since i graduated and it was a lot of fun (john we should do it again soon). we saw mr. & mrs. smith. a lot funnier than i expected. then we went to around the clock which is a restaurant that everyone and their mom goes to to hang out. we just talked about a lot of stuff. talked to someone from hs who sat down with us, which we both decided was unexpected.
i went to wisconsin this weekend with my sister and her friends. it was fun. i, of course, was the youngest. it isnt a big deal, but next time i'm gonna try and get one of my friends to go up so i have someone my own age to talk to. any takers?
i know i have more to say i just dont feel like typing anymore, and my dad wants help with making dinner. perhaps i will post again soon. perhaps.

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update update update [09 Jun 2005|11:13pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i'm really bored. and when i'm really bored i update this fucker. umm yeah. home is still boring as ever. i am still unemployed. babysitting is my only source of income. it's fun. but i need to come up with more fun things to do with these kids. its been way to hot to go to the park and feed the ducks. so that sucks. the ducks are probably dead now.
next week i am to go see ted leo and the pharmacists. that should be fantastic. i will get to see my girlfriend anna! and her boyfriend rory! haha. hopefully my roommate can come. i miss her. i haven't seen her in FOREVER!! that is no fun. no fun at all. the show is in my old neighborhood. maybe i can go check out my old house.
i need to go to more shows. they make me happy!!!
umm. i'm kinda bummed about this weekend. mark went camping, with who i don't know. i asked him like 8 times and every time he said he didn't know. not once did it occur to him that hey, maybe jaclyn would want to go. of course not. he's normally a good friend, but whenever he gets a new lady friend he starts thinking with his weiner. he forgets i'm his friend. whenever we hang out, its like i'm the third wheel to a date. i mentioned this to him, and he said he didn't realize he was doing it. how could he not? i know the looks of boredom and left-outedness are obvious. i doubt very highly that he actually reads this so i feel pretty safe writing it. and if he does, well there's another message for him.
i need to make some more friends in crystal lake. i have like 5. and they all have jobs and i never see them. its lame. i know having a boyfriend isn't a necessity right now, but i'd kinda like to have one. the last attempt at a relationship i had failed pretty miserably. it makes me think theres something wrong with me sometimes.
i need to start my t-shirt making idea. i need to get on it. i need some money to do it, so maybe i'll start the endeavor next month. i need to start working on just making stuff in general. hone my skills. i need to be drawing a lot more. no need to get rusty and give the nazis at krannert another reason to think i don't belong there. oh well.
ok. so there's a nice long post for all of you that may read this. i'm gonna go watch either the notebook (again) or fast times at ridgemont high.

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